Wednesday, June 22, 2016

A problem is only a problem when you think it is

we've been through rough times and we've all got through them. it's nevertheless a fact that some people are better at coping with life's challenge than others.
fall into depression, feel sad about the current situation and feel powerless. usually, we don't understand why this is happening to us or what we did to deserve this? where did we went wrong?
it has never been easy to be patient, but it's probably harder now than at any time in history. but we all know, tough time never lasts.

Tuesday, June 21, 2016


sometimes i don't bond well with my surrounding. but little that i know deep down inside my heart i like seeing friendship like i had before.
i was hoping that maybe we could be buddies again.. but well, i'm not a real keeper. i forgo them all.


i suddenly feel hopeless. i feel like i'm trapped into the whole situation where i feel reluctant to do anything else except for sit, over-think & listen to sad songs in my playlist. i barely hanging out with friends because i'm just not into talking anymore. everything seems dead now.

Thursday, May 26, 2016

five on may 2016

is it 13 months left? i'm excited but i'm just a little wiped out

Monday, May 23, 2016

sometimes it's OK

sometimes, it's ok to think ONLY about yourself even people might mark you as"selfish-dipshit"
sometimes, it's ok to be happy even though people doesn't like to see you in that way
sometimes, it's ok to ditch some people outta your life even if they're so important to you back then
sometimes, it's ok to be quirky when everybody is being normal
sometimes, it's ok to be alone rather than having fake friends (relevant? no?)
sometimes, it's ok to regret with some things in your life even you cannot turn back the time and make everything perfect because it's beyond repair.. they said it's "totalled"
sometimes, it's ok to ignore haters and live your own life
sometimes, it's ok to be not ok when you know life is going to upset you. 

somehow, something that I always know.. life is really hard and sometimes i always feel fucked up. also, being in a relationship is hard, hurting, committing.. but, everything will be OK if it's with the right person and that person is gonna make everything above easy; through ups&downs.
it's OK.. and it's already perfect.

Thursday, March 17, 2016

your cuppa tea

i dont know what i'm drinking, but if this is love, pour me another glass

Tuesday, March 15, 2016


may our bond last forever and should it ever change, may it change to a firmer and better one..

you gave me a forever within a numbered days and

i'm grateful

Wednesday, March 2, 2016


"text and call me every time you feel like doing it. im giving myself to you.
use me whenever u need me"

Friday, February 26, 2016

final words

choosing the person that you want to share your life with is one of the most important decision for us to make, ever,
because once its wrong, it turns your life to grey
sometimes you don't even notice,
until you wake up one morning and realize it never gone back.